Sunday, March 13, 2005

Disgusting myself

I wish that I could be better. I am artless. I'm bad at conversation and I can't stop talking about myself. I am certain that I have disgusted everyone around me. If only I were a dog.

5 comments:

Trina said...

Really? I doubt that Mountain Man. You are being too hard on yourself. It sounds like you just had a long day. I had a long day yesterday too and by the time dinner came and went, I was ready to kill myself or kill someone else. I was tired of talking because I talked all day. My throat hurts real bad this morning and I think I am getting a cold for the 3rd time in 2 weeks. I am afraid I am too delicate for this world.

mountain man said...

Thanks Trina for being so nice. I always get so nervous in the morning. I feel awkward and I my brow in knitted. Social anxiety is the clinical term. I have a book where I can identify my problems.

Trina said...

You sound a little shaky, MM. Maybe you need some coffee and some gluten-free treats this morning. Be kind to yourself. It's not easy being out in the world. And from what I have read on your blog, it doesn't sound like you suffer from social anxiety. Just a little paranoia and sadism!!! Cheer up!! Remember, the world is ending soon anyway. At least you still have your youth. I am dying faster than anyone I know. I have truly bad skin and an ugly attitude. I want to kill and I am usually mad at everyone. I am unloveable and hideous.

fregula said...

Use drugs! Avoid stinkers! Some people are poops! It's not safe.

mountain man said...

Trina, You sound lovely. you are my type of pal. I am unlovabe and hideous, but that is my charm. I forget that crazy is cool. I just had some coffee, now I await the beast.