Wednesday, March 09, 2005
I am considering doing away with myself again. This happens every Feb and March around once a day. I have my plans but I haven't stuck to them yet. This comes down to the problem of follow-through. It is a systemic disorder that changes locations each day. Sometimes the toast tower is left unfinished and sometimes dying is too much effort. For the sake of my mother and Beth I hope that this laziness persists.