tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post113483935147110665..comments2023-11-03T07:34:03.791-05:00Comments on artistic thoughts: Disorders that I think I haveMountain Manhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comBlogger29125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1138775215581976542006-02-01T01:26:00.000-05:002006-02-01T01:26:00.000-05:00Mental health issues can be a devastating disease ...Mental health issues can be a devastating disease that affects millions of individuals and families. Find the right <A HREF="http://www.healthlistings.com" REL="nofollow">california department of mental health</A> program for yourself or a loved. It will be the first day of the rest of their or your life. <BR/><BR/>You can get more assistance at http://www.healthlistings.com .Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134944403230906932005-12-18T17:20:00.000-05:002005-12-18T17:20:00.000-05:00I definitely do not have S.O.S. in the studio eith...I definitely do not have S.O.S. in the studio either. Cheers to you. Sorry to hear about your nuts too.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134935553919285602005-12-18T14:52:00.000-05:002005-12-18T14:52:00.000-05:00I hate my teeth. I want a smile make-over. My nuts...I hate my teeth. I want a smile make-over. My nuts are gross when it is cold. Do I have the BDD?<BR/><BR/>The Anti-Meatball Project is a known failure because I have felt no sense of satisfaction, as yet. That is my criteria. Sometimes it takes time for the sense of satisfaction, also known as an S.O.S., to reach my brain - but I don't think I will be receiving an S.O.S. in this case.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134876914693744452005-12-17T22:35:00.001-05:002005-12-17T22:35:00.001-05:00Just curious.Just curious.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134876907331843902005-12-17T22:35:00.000-05:002005-12-17T22:35:00.000-05:00Maybe right angles and no color is sad. Maybe your...Maybe right angles and no color is sad. Maybe your anti-meatballs make you sad?Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134876845401928532005-12-17T22:34:00.000-05:002005-12-17T22:34:00.000-05:00PS - How do you know if they are failures? What cr...PS - How do you know if they are failures? What criteria do you use to judge? Maybe other people would like your anti-meatballs. Would you ever post anything you thought was a failure?Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134876759287744972005-12-17T22:32:00.000-05:002005-12-17T22:32:00.000-05:00BDD is when you think you are hideously deformed, ...BDD is when you think you are hideously deformed, Martin. I think I am. Do you think you are? Some people resort to cleansing plastic surgery to fix it. Some just sit around, in hate of themselves, trying to make paintings.<BR/><BR/>I am sorry to hear that you are having troubles in the studio. I comprehend. I feel stalled, repeating myself in a closed loop of pointless marks. Yet there is something there worth following, I think and hope. <BR/><BR/>It is always nice when you comment. When I write that it makes me feel like E.T.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134860050080059092005-12-17T17:54:00.000-05:002005-12-17T17:54:00.000-05:00I thought SAD was Seasonal Affective Disorder, or ...I thought SAD was Seasonal Affective Disorder, or something. Are there two SADs? Even with it spelled out, I still don't understand what BDD is.<BR/><BR/>I think I have something, but it isn't diagnosed.<BR/><BR/>Mountain Man - I have been not painting well for the longest time. My idea was to make anti-meatballs; instead of color only black and white, instead of circles only squares. <BR/><BR/>They are all failures.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134857690160449332005-12-17T17:14:00.000-05:002005-12-17T17:14:00.000-05:00I am bawdy--YES! Do you guys like CCR? I do. Last ...I am bawdy--YES! Do you guys like CCR? I do. <BR/><BR/>Last night I dreamt that somebody loved me...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134854039246115042005-12-17T16:13:00.000-05:002005-12-17T16:13:00.000-05:00JAG I am glad you can relate, it swoons me. Tell m...JAG I am glad you can relate, it swoons me. Tell me of your dreams next time you visit. Any drooping appendages like Ham? Any ski-centric antics?Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134852887493512912005-12-17T15:54:00.001-05:002005-12-17T15:54:00.001-05:00I can relate to these rantings, and I wish that I ...I can relate to these rantings, and I wish that I could NOT....dammit. I am frozen in my studio, staring staring staring. <BR/> I Like hearing about the dreams, you were very empowered to tell the Indian woman to go to Hell. I am sure that your thighs are fine.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134852886077619272005-12-17T15:54:00.000-05:002005-12-17T15:54:00.000-05:00I can relate to these rantings, and I wish that I ...I can relate to these rantings, and I wish that I could NOT....dammit. I am frozen in my studio, staring staring staring. <BR/> I Like hearing about the dreams, you were very empowered to tell the Indian woman to go to Hell. I am sure that your thighs are fine.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134848345078540632005-12-17T14:39:00.000-05:002005-12-17T14:39:00.000-05:00that little indian should mind her own business. y...that little indian should mind her own business. you were right to tell her off. Let your thighs run free!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134847383620882822005-12-17T14:23:00.000-05:002005-12-17T14:23:00.000-05:00Uni-boobs are said to be magical, according to Has...Uni-boobs are said to be magical, according to Hashem. Hashem told me so.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134847354392113362005-12-17T14:22:00.000-05:002005-12-17T14:22:00.000-05:00That sounds beautiful Ham. I am proud of your drea...That sounds beautiful Ham. I am proud of your dreaming skills. Last night my dream was that I shared a room with a small Indian woman who told me I had the ugliest thighs she had ever seen and that I should keep them covered always. I was indignant. No I said. It can't be. I told her to fuck off. We were at a ski lodge. I packed up my bags to leave and on my way out I realized she was related to Philip Guston. I felt very bad.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134846764640148102005-12-17T14:12:00.000-05:002005-12-17T14:12:00.000-05:00Last night I dreamt I had a uni-boob. It was just ...Last night I dreamt I had a uni-boob. It was just one teat? (spell?) set in the middle of my chest. It looked like a medieval depiction of a very old lady. The nipple pointed downward. I was less scared than in wonder. It was a mystical occurance.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134846314092119192005-12-17T14:05:00.000-05:002005-12-17T14:05:00.000-05:00woah.woah.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134846045631298152005-12-17T14:00:00.001-05:002005-12-17T14:00:00.001-05:00I am going mental.I am going mental.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134846035675202182005-12-17T14:00:00.000-05:002005-12-17T14:00:00.000-05:00If I had a child social services would have come a...If I had a child social services would have come and gone, taking him or her away. That makes me feel sad.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134845941742304902005-12-17T13:59:00.000-05:002005-12-17T13:59:00.000-05:00I am dying for a pickle. Not kidding.I am dying for a pickle. Not kidding.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134845886653563412005-12-17T13:58:00.000-05:002005-12-17T13:58:00.000-05:00I am working. I promise. Just trips to the compute...I am working. I promise. Just trips to the computer here and there. Sorry. <BR/><BR/>The power of Hashem is carrying me through the lackluster compositions.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134845728415439152005-12-17T13:55:00.000-05:002005-12-17T13:55:00.000-05:00I also have SAD Social Anxiety Disorder and GAD Ge...I also have SAD Social Anxiety Disorder and GAD Generalized Anxiety Disorder and other things too. Probably a very long list of suspicious disorders. Disorders that only began to exist in the last 5 years. I feel lucky to live in this time. <BR/><BR/>Plus, I am a JEW!!!!! Ok, only half JEW but still. Oy.Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134845629606530932005-12-17T13:53:00.000-05:002005-12-17T13:53:00.000-05:00BDD is Body Dysmorphic Disorder. Believe me Hams y...BDD is Body Dysmorphic Disorder. Believe me Hams you have it too. Trust me on that one. I know I have it. I keep seeing weiners on my back where there are none.<BR/><BR/>I am afraid of WMD I love LSD I have a C cup only though. <BR/><BR/>Lucille. Are you bawdy?Mountain Manhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15276280423926430059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134844406960471292005-12-17T13:33:00.000-05:002005-12-17T13:33:00.000-05:00what is bdd? I have ADD too I think. i have a cloc...what is bdd? <BR/>I have ADD too I think. i have a clock next to me when I work in the studio sometimes to force myself to work on one thing for a full half hour or hour before I hop onto another artwork. And there are many walks to the refrig, open up, look in. repeat.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10585451.post-1134844125178729752005-12-17T13:28:00.000-05:002005-12-17T13:28:00.000-05:00I like to paint too, but my triple Ds get in the ...I like to paint too, but my triple Ds get in the way.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com